My mind

I was browsing thru LJ and found these quizzes. I can't remember who I took them from but thanks for putting them up. I really liked doing them.

You scored as John Sheppard. Your counterpart is the laid-back Air Force Colonel, John Sheppard. Your probably pretty laid back. Things don't usually ruffle your feathers. You're very protective of those you love, and are always there for your friends. You have adorable bed head and a lopsided puppy dog smile and a demeanor that makes you seem like you're always relaxing on a California beach. </td> Elizabeth Weir 50% John Sheppard 50% Teyla Emmagan 42% Rodney McKay 33% Carson Beckett 33% Who is Your Stargate Atlantis Counterpart? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Sam. You Are Like Sam! Sam is quite different from his brother, Dean. He is rational, sensitive, and more concerned with a "normal life" than his brother. He rebelled against his father's attempts to raise him as a demon hunter and enrolled in Stanford University instead. </td> Sam 63% Dean 50% John 31% Who are you most like on Supernatural? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel. </td> Angel 92% Faerie 75% Demon 50% Mermaid 33% WereWolf 25% Dragon 25% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!) created with QuizFarm.com

My real name:

My Peculiar Aristocratic Title is: Her Noble Excellency Jessica the Prohibited of Middle Witchampton Get your Peculiar Aristocratic Title

My LJ Name:

My Peculiar Aristocratic Title is: Her Eminence the Very Viscountess Jslvr4evr the Inexorable of Puddleston St Droop Get your Peculiar Aristocratic Title

My Pen name(at least the first part, my full pen name is Aira Silver):

My Peculiar Aristocratic Title is: Her Grace Lady Aira the Abstemious of Lesser Cheese Winston Get your Peculiar Aristocratic Title

I remember now. I got this mostly from conniecat's journal. thanks hun!

Just needed to rant. Don't read if you don't want to.



I say that I wasn't trying to order her just tell her something and that's why Dad said what he said. She gets pissed and said I shouldn't have said that. That what I said up to then was fine but that went to far. And then she complains to dad that I shouldn't have said that, after I leave the dang room.

Why the god dang fuckin world of hell does she get pissed and say dad can't speak unless he's defending her when we argue. Why does she think I was ordering her around when I was just making a point that she was more worried about her pillow then me. She might have been right about bringing in a bit at a time but I hate doing that. If I can bring it all in I will just so I can rest. I still ake(sp?)from half falling when I turned to hear her voice. I shouldn't have turned on the esculator but still... I want to rest. She says moving should help but I seem to feel abit worse. Plus I got a headache that makes me just want to sleep. I can't thought cuz she's wrapping presents and since they're all in my room, my closet I get to bring them to her. Better than her coming in though and bitching.

I actually had a good time with her going to Park City. Now though... I just want to go to sleep and not wake up till tommorow. I want to take aspirin but I'm afraid my headache will get worse. I think I will and hopefully just catnap while I wait for her'highnesses' call.

How You Treat Me
7/28/06

I breath in deeply
Trying to memorize your scent
I blink away tears
As I watch you

How did I lose you?
Did I ever even have you?
Or did you just stay with me
To stay for the sake of having someone?

Was I a joke?
Something to make fun of?
To have a laugh with friends over a drink?

I turn and walk
My heart is broken on the ground
I don't know when it will be fixed
I don't know if I ever will get over you

I gave you my soul, my life
You pretended to give me the same
I gave it away for nothing
You gained everything

I hope you're happy
I hope they treat you well
I might be broken
But I still have pride

No matter how you've treated me
I wish you happiness
Not hurtfulness
My heart is still with you
Just a small piece

Never again will my heart be yours
Never again
At least my whole heart


Over You
7/30/06

I thought I got over you
I thought my heart was mine again
I got another on my brain
Only to have you sneak in
To stay instead of leaving

No matter what I try
What I do
You are there
I can't seem to get rid of you
Do I even want to?
You have been a part of my life for so long
I don't want to loose you

I gave up wishing
At least I thought I did
Wishing for you
Now I realize
That what I thought I felt
For my other person
Isn't what I feel for you

I want you back
In my life
I want to start over
To get to know you all over again
I want to be friends
At least that since I don't know
If I will be more than that


The poem I wrote is something I've realized through this year. I gave up on this guy only to realize that he still has an impact on me. He shows up when I don't realize it. He stayed, has never really left. My mind that is. I barely seen him since school.

I want to just ask, if I ever talk to him, if we can start over. Become friends. I want to see if I can talk to him. Or if I make mistakes again.

I have made to many mistakes already. I don't want to make more. If anyone reads this that know who I'm talking about, tell him I want to start over.

It's been three years since I left school. I'm not the same. In some things yes but not in everything.

I want to start over, get to know him and become his friend. That's all I'm wishing for. All I can hope for. For now and maybe for always.

Jessi Brown

Friends
7/30/06

How hard is it to be friends
To make new ones
To keep them thru the years
To become more than friends

They say friends than lovers is the best
Is it true
Can it really work out that way
To find out is what I look for
To become friends then lovers

Ground rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "Five Weird Habits of Yourself" and the people who get tagged need to then write an LJ entry about their five quirky little habits as well as state the rules of this game clearly. In the end, you need to list the next five people who you want to tag, and then go on to leave a tag comment on their LJ.


I don't really get the tagged thing though I understand the rules. So instead of tagging people(I'm sorry syph but that doesn't seem me) I'll just write out my habits and then you all can go on from there. That okay? I hope so.

1) I love slash. I read and write anything to do with slash especially Harry/Draco slash. While people here might not find that weird I have friends who do.

2) I say anything to my friends. Like if they were in my dreams or not. I just find it better to tell them. I feel that I'm more open and myself with nothing to hide if I tell them right out. Sides they usually find out later from me accidently and are more mad(or teasing me) than if I tell them right away.

3) I stay more in touch with strangers I met on Livejournal,etc than with my friends I made in high school, college(2 year technical school actually).

4) I have this weird habit of speaking in another language. Joey, a friend, said it's speaking in tongue's because I have no clue what I'm saying. I can't write down the words but I speak it without thinking almost once or twice a week.

5) I hate lesbian sex. I'm okay with the whole gay thing but I hate reading about two girls going at it. I'd rather have two guys than two girls.


Oh yeah, this isn't part of the thing since I'm done but... damn I don't know how to say this. Okay, lets see. I love guys, would love to go out with them(haven't yet on anything), kiss them, etc but I also have this girl I know who is cute as heck. She and the others think I'm bisexual because I'm always saying how I go out with her if I was. Though she wouldn't. Does that mean I am? I don't think so but sometimes I don't know. They love messing with my head, a favorite pasttime of theirs that I allow. The last time they did was when I was convinced I liked Joey and I didn't(at least not like that). Okay just ignore this down here. I'm confused and tired and getting ready for bed.