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Writer's Block: I'm sorry

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 04:45:29 GMT

If you only had one day left to live, and you had the chance to tell one person from your past "I love you," who would it be? How about "I'm sorry"?

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I would tell my first love that I still love him even though we are not together and haven''t seen each other in years. As for I'm sorry I guess it be to my family, friends, and my love for leaving them so soon.

Sweet!

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 22:54:00 GMT

Elevators are not made for playing in or around. They are for the use of residents, visitors, guests, and staff to get to different floors. They are used to bring up food, clothing, EMTs, housekeeping, maintenance, and etc to clean, take people to and from appointments, and to let family visit each other. There are steps around to use but elevators are in demand. Especially at a nursing home where most of the residents are in wheel chairs or use walkers to get around.

Sorry, I just get so mad when I see elevators not being used the proper way. Like this afternoon for example. there were some kids who had the elevator on stop and was using it like it was one of their play things. It wasn't. I asked them to stop because people need the elevator to move around in my work. I also told the LPN to keep an eye on the kids because of that. Then as I was going down they came up to the elevator along with their dad. I asked if they were going to get on and he said they would wait for the next one. I think they told him but I believe i didn't do anything wrong. Yes, I told the girls downstairs he was probably pissed but still I believe I had a right to stop them.

Okay I'm done bitching now. What do you all think? Did I ask okay or did I do something wrong? I want some other opinions because the ones I asked at work agreed with me. Thanks for letting me bitch though.

I lost my phone Thursday but got it back tonight! yes!! Actually I turned it off so it wasn't used. I hope it's good, I kind of need it for school this week for pics on it. I'm just so happy!! Wonder what's going on with my nephew.

Another response to affirmative action

Sat, 12 Sep 2009 21:37:52 GMT

I agree with you. Affirmative action was created to help racism and discrimination. But it won't work today. When it was created over 30 it helped us start the way we got to today. But it won't work for this day and age. We got so far and bringing it back I believe will set us back even more. Trying to do something will take years if not our lifetimes. None of us are that patient. We try to be patient but it is hard. Teaching our youth, our government, and others to be nice and will take all of that patience. Racism and discrimination won't just go away. Affirmative action does cripple us. In this present day affirmative action can work but then it won't work. I guess it just depends on whether or not we, the human race, want it with our whole hearts and minds. If we don't, affirmative action won't work. I believe it won't. We used it once and I think that if affirmative action comes back, it will be worse than when it started. It will also put us back to where we were over 30 years ago.

WC 195

In response to my first post on Affirmative action

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 01:14:50 GMT

By the way it isn't my assignment, just a discussion with my class.

I don't mean to sit and not do anything. I meant trying to keep it out of the world's site. I don't like the thought of them watching us as we deal with this. The world watches us enough as it is.
I know we have problems and we need to deal. But do we need to air our problems with diversity and racism to the whole world all the time? That's what I meant. I don't mean to sit and do nothing. I just meant that we might not want to be put down anymore in the world than what we are.
Maybe the goal will be reached. Maybe it won't. I guess it depends on how much we do now and what happens in the future.
WC 128

Research assignment 1 Poltical Science

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 22:37:56 GMT

Laura Ling and Euna Lee

Two Journalist that were captured in North Korea are wondering if
they were lured into a trap. They are raising supiscion about their guide. According to
Lee and Ling they were on North Korena soil for less than a minute before turning back.
They were taken by a guide to a well used trafficking route. They had no intention of
leaving China but followed their guide to see a small village near the border of North
Korea and China.

The group headed back to China and were halfway there when North Korean soldiers yelled
for them to stop. The group ran and where in China when they were apprehended. The women
were caught but their guide and a producer, Mitch Koss, were not.
The guide was fine and cool before the day of the capture. But later during the day/night
he seemed worse than usual. He doned a Chinese overcoat and changed the starting point on
the river. They don't know to this day if they were lured into a trap. The women due admit
that is was ultimately their decision something they regret.
They damaged their own videotapes, swallowed their notes, and made sure not to give away
their sources or people.

The women said they were in that region of North Korea "to raise awareness about
the harsh reality facing these North Korean defectors who, because of their illegal
status in China, live in terror of being sent back to their homeland."(Posted in a column
on the Los Angles Times Web site- September 1, 2009)

I think there is so much more that can be done, especially to the guide but it all depends
on the women. Do they really what to go into the five months captivity? There are things
that don't need to be brought up and things that do. But the psychological wounds still
hurt and will hurt for a long time. Can they deal with that past bringing brought up?
Even if it hurts maybe just maybe we or they can figure out why the guide gave them up. If
he did give them up.

I found this on CNN specifically the website-cnn.com
There are other articles around but this article really hit me. Could they have done something
different? The woman made mistakes but they acknowledge them and I think that is a good
thing. If you acknowledge your mistakes maybe you can move on, not right away but it helps
a bit.

Affirmative action

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 22:27:32 GMT

People, everyone in the world are discriminated a bit. It's not just age, race, or sex that
gets discriminated. Humans can discriminate against others that they don't understand.
If you have a disability, live in a poor place, are southern, northern, christian, muslim,
even if you have something no one likes you can be discriminated. Bringing in affirmative
action again though? I believe that it won't work. Maybe it will, for a little while, and then
maybe it won't. For me to have affirmative action brought in again, well that will bring
our country down more. We're suppose to learn from the past, that includes what was brought
in to help with discrimination and racism. Why else did we elect an african-american president?

Bringing affirmative action back in the picture will tell everyone in the world that we are
having problems. Do we really want to show our weaknesses? I believe that we if we bring
affirmative action in again it will make our place in the world even lower than what it is.
Why do we seem to have the problems that the world fixes on? I mean that others have problems
but our problems seem to take the cake. Is it because we are such a big power in the world?
Do we really want to tell them that no one is so secure in this country that we have to
have affirmative action back?

The world knows that we have problems but do we really want to tell that they are true?
Can't we leave it the way it is? Affirmative action is wrong, for this day and age that
is. It was for the past not the present. This country needs something else, the people pulling
their heads out of their bottoms. We need to work it out ourselves in our own way, maybe
it would work but maybe it won't. People are still discriminated and personally I
feel that isn't going to change. No matter how much we try someone will always be
discriminated in some way. We can try and bring it to task but I believe that no matter
how much we try, in some way, someone or persons will always have racism, discrimination
after them.

RANT TO MYSELF....

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 02:50:16 GMT

What the hell? I just bring up something I shouldn't(I know) and I get in a kindof arguement. Yes, I admit I judge without thinking thru but still.... doesn't that give me some points? Guess not. So I'm sorry and now mom told me not to ask questions without asking Abby first. I feel so stupid! Like Im a little kid who needs yelled at alll the time. God! Whatever, so I'll ask Abby not just work but everything. Let mom explain why I have to act young (though I am) and not like a 24 almost 25 year old.

BYE BYE !

BITCH, IDIOT, STUPID MORON. CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT CAN I MOM?

Writer's Block: AKA

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 01:24:09 GMT

What's the story behind your username?

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I don't really have one. I just like silver and couldn't think of one. So I used my name, silver, and 4vr. That's about it.

Boondock Saints

Sun, 30 Nov 2008 03:25:51 GMT

I have heard alot about this movie but have never watched it till last night. Lets just say I loved it. Yes, it was bloody and yes I usually don't like movies like that but I loved this one.

The Saints rule! One of my new favorite movies and yes Fanfiction.

OH Happy Late Thanksgiving and Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas, Feliz Navida, and Happy New Year if I don't write again before then.

Love ya all and thanks for reading/posting a whole lot of fun.

Aira Silver

High School Musical

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 19:42:22 GMT

I just came back from seeing HSM3. With my nephews. Loved it but wish the prom was longer(about 2 mins it seemed), one was the play prom and then the real prom with Troy and Gabriella in Standford. But other than that it was really good. What did you all who saw it think?

SGA fic

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 17:11:37 GMT

Anyone know the name of the fic that has the team with deamons from the golden compass(Northern lights) books?

Fri, 30 May 2008 02:57:28 GMT

I don't think I can do this for much longer. Yes, it's only been a few weeks but still... It's getting to me. So how long?

CNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 06 May 2008 15:44:14 GMT

CNA! Finally!

Hand washing
Pulse
Mouth Care
Feeding a resident
ROM for 1 leg, 1 ankle

Writer's Block and M7 stuff

Thu, 06 Mar 2008 18:33:23 GMT

I've never been on a date so I can't answer what my worst date has been. As for M7.... I have read alot (probably most) of Magnificent Seven/Sentinel crossovers. I was wondering if there is more and where I can find them. Also why the heck is most of the stories about VIn, Ezra, or Chris being the sentinel? Why not the others? JD, Josiah, Nathan. JD especially, I can understand (kindof) Josiah and Nathan. Josiah and Nathan seem to work out as guides or together as Sentinel/Guide. JD though is always a guide and usually Buck's. I read this one story where Adam was a Sentinel before he died and JD unknowingly his guide. It was with Ezra as Vin's guide and both were kids. What I want to know is why JD is never a Sentinel and why he always seems to not be anyone's guide except Buck's (if it's a story about all seven as guides/sentinels). Is it cuz he doesn't seem to fit a protector mode like the others? And why is it when it's between him and one or two others being someone's guide it's usually the others? Why not JD? The one story I read I think had Vin as a Sentinel and JD and/or Ezra(?) as a potentional guide and when you think it's JD it's Ezra!

I have nothing against the others, I love them all but god even Ezra seems more liked than JD. Why? I know there's a small group out there called Dunne'sDarlin's or something like that but that's it. Where's all his love? Well, why is JD the one that isn't really liked and the other's more so. Even Nathan and Josiah seem more loved than him. Okay he is kindof annoying but he does grow up through the two seasons people! And Nathan might be an ass but you still love him.

That brings me to the slash. Don't go any farther if you don't like. THIS is your last and only warning. No like, no read.

When slashing Josiah and Nathan seem to hetrosexual to be slashed. I have seen some but not alot and that's mostly with Ezra or JD(Josiah and JD aren't bad together. Would have never thought about it but not bad. Niether is Ezra or Nathan together(which needs more!) Those two I can see better than JD/Josiah though.) Ezra is with Buck or Vin alot. I have seen alot of Chris/Ezra or Chris/Ezra/Vin. Chris/Buck and Chris/Vin are also seen alot.
One thing that is missing is JD slash. Unlike Nathan and Rain, Casey and JD while good together don't fit it for me. Same with Chris and Mary(YUCK! No offense but that was so obvious and seemed so stupid in the show.) But where is JD's slash. Most of it is with Buck and when I say most I mean there seems to be barely any around. Vin or maybe Ezra is another JD is slashed with but not alot of Chris. I mean he is kindof young for Chris and for Buck, definetly Josiah, no matter that it is a good read. Still though something about Chris and JD. It's seems wrong but I like it. They aren't related, unless Chris slept with JD's mom but that seems very unlikely. So why barely any slash on them? Hell why barely any slash on JD himself?

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I like JD. Maybe more, maybe less than the other six but I would like to see more writing on him. And without Casey if possible as a love interest! I can and do read gen on this series but I don't seem to care for Casey as a girlfriend. Maybe a friend but that's it. Heck, I'll read her or Elle more than I will Mary. Give me Rain or Charolette, Inez, and Maude also. I'll take them all over Mary. She's to...weird for Chris. Seems worse in some ways than Elle. Least Elle was insane, Mary isn't and she has tried alot to get Chris's attention. Only attention she has gotten from him is friendship and the fact that he likes Billy. Oh Yeah, keep her away from the others. Please!

I'm done for now. Long rant I know but not to long. I hope.

Prologue

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 01:31:17 GMT

Okay here is a prologue of a story I'm trying to write. I own the plot and the girl so far. Anything else that seems the same I didn't try it. It is my writing. I'm wondering if someone would like to beta as I write. Please let me know off LJ on aira_silver@excite.com or 2118silver@excite.com. Thank you and just please let me know what you all think.

Okay my one and only character for now.

Lisera Sarah Rain Titanis: Dark blond hair, 5'1', Blue-Green eyes, Jeans and dark t-shirts Partly Wiccan (does spells and that's about it)

Prologue:

Shivering slightly though there was no wind the female cursed quietly. Glancing behind her the female shivered again. Moving forward she reached into her front pocket. Grasping the knife in there the girl moved even faster.

Finally she took off running. No one followed but the girl ran as if her life was leaving. Seeing the lights, she slowed a bit. By the time she got into the lights, which was a town, she was walking. Slowly the girl moved through the town. One hand on the knife, the female kept her eyes in front. She didn’t look back though she kept wanting to.

She finally turned down a darkened street. A glance had her seeing no one. Not wanting to just rely on site or sound she spoke softly.

“Open what is unseen

Beyond normal beings

Seek danger and let me know.”

There wasn’t a flash or anything like that. She could just tell everything was different. A look around this time also showed nothing. The female actually relaxed unlike before.

“A stop of previous open extras

Down to normal again.”

After that spell she moved into an abandoned building. It was an old unused room really. It might have been a school house but she didn’t know. Neither did she care. Inside the room she made light with a soft

“Fire low not bright.”

A glance and then she headed to the far wall. Not a thing hung there as she raised her hand. Her unfirey hand was placed against the wall, flat.

“Take me here,

Take me there,

Take me out of here.”

Pressing fully against the wall with her hand the girl disappeared. No one had noticed her entrance into the town and no one noticed her leave. She never was seen again in that town. She disappeared no one wondering where their daughter, sister, cousin, etc was. No one at all.

Can someone please tell me how to spell firey? Is it even a word? Or should I use some other word and what?
Now if I can just find and finish my NY story I'll be fine for now.

EDIT: This is copyrighted to Aira Silver 2007. Any thing close to another person's writing was not done on purpose. It is completely and totally my own.

Bryce!

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 02:28:03 GMT

I just read in the tv guide that in two weeks Bryce will be back. I don't care how I just can't wait! Hopefully lots of Bryce/Chuck slashy goodness. Hopefully!

BRYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

*I'm so bad and in love with Chuck. Can you tell?*

Fairy names

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 01:32:40 GMT

My real name:

Your fairy is called Tangle Elffilter She is a cheerful sprite.She lives at the bottom of tangled gardens and in hedgerows.She is only seen on midsummer's eve.She wears tangled dresses of multicoloured petals. She has delicate green wings like a cicada "http://www.emmadavies.net/fairy/default.aspx">Get your own fairy name here

My pen name:

Your fairy is called Gossamer Icewand She is a bone chilling bringer of justice for the vulnerable.She lives in spiderwebbed wonderlands and insect grottos.She is only seen when the seer holds a four-leafed clover.</div><div>She wears tiny black spiders on her dresses. She has icy blue butterfly wings. "http://www.emmadavies.net/fairy/default.aspx">Get your own fairy name here!

Military Question:

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 20:44:09 GMT

For all you who know Military. Has anyone been in all three of our nation's forces? I mean Navy, Army, and AirForce? Or can no one be in all three? My dad and I think it's possible but we don't know if anyone has. So I'm asking here. Thanks.

CSI story update: I'm working on typing it up. I just can't type for long cuz I'm busy and can only be on to update a few mins at a time. I'm sorry for taking so long. Next time I'll try to get a story up faster. Promise!

"I'll Remember You" Steve Carlson

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 23:10:57 GMT

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Fy2yAK3Xrq8

Tell me what you think please.
Thanks.

A day late but oh well

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 22:50:20 GMT

I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG,

OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA,

AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS,

ONE NATION UNDER GOD,

INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY

AND JUSTICE FOR ALL!

KEEP IT LIT!! KEEP IT LIT!

For all of our other military personnel, where ever they may be

Please support all of the troops defending our Country.

And God Bless our Military who are protecting our Country for our freedom. Thanks to them, and their sacrifices we can celebrate the 4th of July

PLEASE KEEP IT GOING TO YOUR FRIENDS, DON'T LET THE FLAME DIE OUT!
PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING

We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful.

I watched the flag pass by one day,
It fluttered in the breeze.

A young Marine saluted it,
And then he stood at ease..

I looked at him in uniform
So young, so tall, so proud,
With hair cut square and eyes alert
He'd stand out in any crowd.

I thought how many men like him
Had fallen through the years.
How many died on foreign soil
How many mothers' tears?

How many pilots' planes shot down?
How many died at sea
How many foxholes were soldiers' graves?
No, freedom isn't free.

I heard the sound of Taps one night,
When everything was still,
I listened to the bugler play
And felt a sudden chill.
I wondered just how many times
That Taps had meant "Amen,"

When a flag had draped a coffin.
Of a brother or a friend.

I thought of all the children,
Of the mothers and the wives,
Of fathers, sons and husbands
With interrupted lives.

I thought about a graveyard
At the bottom of the sea

Of unmarked graves in Arlington.
No, freedom isn't free.

Enjoy Your Freedom &God Bless Our Troops
Show Your Support Send This Page Along Today

When you receive this, please stop for a moment and Say a prayer for our servicemen. This can be very powerful.... Just send this to all the people in your address book. Do not stop the wheel, please... Of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Prayer is the very best one.

there was supposed to be pictures with it but they won't show up. I got this from a friend, who got it from a friend, etc. Not mine at all and no one's that I know of.

Tim Mcgraw If your reading this

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 19:08:51 GMT

http://mylifeasamilitaryspouse.blogspot.com/2007/05/tim-mcgraw.html

If you’re reading this
My momma is sitting there
Looks like I only got a one way ticket over here
I sure wish I could give you one more kiss
War was just a game we played when we were kids
Well I’m laying down my gun
I’m hanging up my boots
I’m up here with God
And we’re both watching over you

So lay me down
In that open field out on the edge of town
And know my soul
Is where my momma always prayed where it would go.
If you’re reading this I’m already home.

If you’re reading this
Half way around the world
I won’t be there to see the birth of our little girl
I hope she looks like you
I hope she fights like me
Stand up for the innocent and the weak
I’m laying down my gun
Hanging up my boots
Tell dad I don’t regret that id follow in his shoes

So lay me down
In that open field out on the edge of town
And know my soul is where my momma always prayed where it would go
If you’re reading this, I’m already home

If you’re reading this, there is going to come a day
You move on and find someone else and that’s okay
Just remember this
I’m in a better place
Soldiers live in peace and angels sing amazing grace

So lay me down
In that open field out on the edge of town
And know my soul is where my momma prayed where that it would go
If you’re reading this
If you’re reading this
I’m already home

lyrics from ALLYRICS.NET

Tempted (2003)

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 02:27:43 GMT

Has anyone ever seen Tempted with Virginia Madsen and Jason Momoa? Is it anyone good? It's on one of the channels you get with HD tv and etc tonight. I don't remember which one. It looked good as did Jason, I like him better with his Ronon hair though. I think he looks cute either way but really good looking with the braids. What do you guys(the ones that saw the movie) think?

On the side my story I know I promised to try and get up this week but I didn't. I've been working all week and don't have a day off till Tuesday now. So I'm hoping I can put the second part up then. I'm hoping but not saying for sure. Wish me luck please.

Kittens

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 00:49:51 GMT

We found three kittens tonight. Think mamma is dead and trying to decide to keep them or not. One seems blind in one eye. Puss keeps coming out whenever we try to open it. My sister says we can't adopt them, need to adopt from their kittens cuz they are pregnant. Want to keep them specifically the red and white one. IF do the name I'm thinking of is between FIRE and FLAME. Maybe FIREFLY with FIRE for short if we keep them. We'll see.

Edit: Not blind. Just needs to be really cleaned out. Something in it that was making it hard to open according to neighbor. Now opened.

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 01:53:21 GMT

Okay I finally finished writing the second part of my story. Now I just got to write it up, spell check it and then let you guys read it. Hopefully within the next week. This was just an update, if not allowed let me know please.
Thanks!

cross-posted to my csi_fandom.

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 22:06:31 GMT

Does anyone watch Big Love on HBO and if you do is it good or just weird?